Fearful Symmetry

Why does life have to be so hard or so sad but also so wonderful and full of happiness?

I just want to hate everything but I can’t because there are amazing parts too.

I’m just ready for the good to outweigh the bad again. It’s so hard to be patient.

I miss my boyfriend but I don’t want to leave my mom. It makes me sad to see my mom in so much pain and to watch her brain deteroriate but I also don’t want her to die and be gone forever.

I miss Boston :(